Wednesday, June 19, 2013

Absolutely Beautiful Day

Total departure from my normal CrAzY!

I just want to share a good day and what I think are pretty pictures...


This past Saturday I was dragging around dreading an engagement.  I had promised a friend to go to a private party out on Norris Lake.  I was dragging because I did not know but one person and I was not feeling particularly social. But, I promised....


Had I backed out, this is a little of the visual I would have missed out on...


Beautiful!


The host's house was not over the top in any fashion,however it was a lovely home on a beautiful lot by the a very large lake. When you walked around back, it became obvious that this would be cool!

The view  walking down the hill

Bluegrass as its finest!!!
Spectacular!  We walked down the hill to the lake and crossed the little area, you see here, to "The Point".  The bluegrass group played on the knoll - acoustic.  Duh, no power down there.

The water and shade trees kept the temperature down in the low 70's and there were no mosquitoes!!!





I parked my sweet arse on a rock, listened to the sweetest "old school Bill Monroe bluegrass"  songs, took a few pics, and people watched.


Bonus: I met several very nice folks!

All I know is, I am very glad I did not wuss or flake out and miss this beautiful day at the lake with nice folks, good pot luck and awesome music.

I know, 
where is the sarcasm?




I hope this share made you smile a little... :)

Sunday, June 16, 2013

Friday Night Entertainment: Norris Tennessee

Come out and join 50 - 100 of your newest closest friends at the Norris Community Center Friday nights 7:30-10:30pm with John Overton's band. At what other type event can you spend $6 for 3 hours of entertainment? Coupled with $1 sodas, $2 dawgs, numerous snacks, and all the dancing you can stand?  Noms are not nearly so cheap at the movies and dancing is exercise!

No matter your age, this is a good option for 3 hours of reasonably priced family friendly entertainment and socializing. If you fancy yourself an even remotely reasonably talented singer, step up to the mic even!

The first time I came here folks at the numerous tables offered up places to sit, take a load off, and listen to the music.  Now, my experience may have been skewed in that I was the guest of someone in the "music family" and, at the time unknown to me, apparently fairly well known in music circles - especially in our region.  Once done guest singing, quite a few folks came up thanking my 'sponsor' and reminiscing about recollections of their music days with Bill Monroe and Del McCoury (if you aren't familiar with those names, google away!). That is how I remember my first outing here anyway.  Scared the hell out of me because I'm not used to, nor comfortable with, even "attention by association" - without my Superman cape (otherwise known as a wig). I would have BoLTed out the door if it were not for trying to maintain some semblance of decorum.  As it were, I edged towards the exit – only to find folks outside stepping up to converse.  Hell, we were hit up at Shoney’s afterward, coming and going as well…

The band is made up of new soon-to-be, I hope, friends.  We have here John, the 'band leader' playing acoustic guitar and singing right purdy, a wonderful fiddler gone steel player & soulful-voiced singer, smooth bass player, lead guitar/deliciously-voiced singer, keep-the-beat drummer (also new to me), and a lively female vocalist. This local band’s country and old rock brings out the mature dancers to a venue without the aid of adult libations! I did not know this was possible!

Right now I'm sitting here at the “band members' friends & family table" (from what I have learned, this is normal where live bands are offered up) writing while I watch people dancing to the vibrant voices, woeful steel tones, sweet beats, and artful guitar licks in the lower lights.

I've just had chili-dawg #2 & an ice cold Co~Cola tonight.  This means I'm feeling good!

On any given Friday night you'll hear songs such as Borrowed Angel, The Twist, That Girl that Waits on Tables, You Ain't Woman Enough, Wash my Hands in Muddy Waters, Walking in the Rain, Walk Softly on this Heart of Mine, and the occasional Elvis trilogy by Elvis Evans (not his real name, but... Well, you probably get my drift).

Many of the ladies in attendance dress younger and sassier than one (meaning I) would expect in the countryside of East Tennessee.  They’re out to play in a sassy, but respectful, way (yes, a concept new to me).  The men's dress ranges from jeans and cowboy hats to dress pants and button downs. Right dapper!!!

Seriously, bring your dancing shoes because there is no shortage of men and women ready to dance it up!  In addition to the usual "Freestyle" & "Prom Hang", your experience could very well include (at a minimum) the 2-step, Rumba, Swing (no, I've no clue if it is East Coast, West Coast, or both), Waltzes, & NUMEROUS line dances...  Come alone or arrive in a pack!  You'll be taken into the fold...

Let me tell ya - GrandPas and GrandMas dancing puts a huge smile on my face (when I'm not having a full blown anxiety attack) because I grew up in a Baptist family and community where dancing just didn't happen.  I giggle while watching the elders "getting down" freestyle to The Twist and I'm marveling at an elder couple dancing, quite well, what looks to be the Viennese Waltz.  The white-haired lone lady (with the sassiest white fringed cowboy boots) what has way more get-up-and-groove than I'll ever possess. I think it quite possible that she has that flamenco dancer's extra vertebrae. Then you'll catch the line dances!  I had no idea how many there are!

The money walk commences an hour into the show. Since I don’t handle them there group games well myself, I've not joined in and thus I'm still unsure about how that group circle there works. Two hours in are the door prize and "half-n-half" drawings.

I enjoy the Friday nights I spend here when I'm at this table. I've hung up my dance card, but I'll be happy to help you find a partner. 


Come by, sit, dance, stay awhile! 

Wednesday, June 5, 2013

Pinterest: An Unlikely Inspiration?

I joined Pinterest at the suggestion of Alys - like a year and a half ago, I think. Hard to say. It was before December 2011 - that is the only thing I know for sure.... That and I agree with this Pin!



I did not understand the concept of Pinterest.  I am not sure I understand it now, except I figure it is a way to share your 'likes' (ignoring the obvious marketing SpAm that wriggles its way into every social technology). Call me a sharing,caring soul... I surf Pinterest for ideas, motivation and "InSpIrAtIoN" for creative pursuits - again probably just the same as everyone else!

Over the year plus of "on again, off again, on again" Pinterest action on my laptop, I have created 17 frigg'n boards!  Why?  Dunno people, dunno...  I do know that each board, no matter how many or how few "pins" it has, is a small look into what makes me, 'me'. I am sure this is the same for every other Pinterest user... But hey, I need something to write? Right?

Most ever board has a quote that I think applies to my life and the board's contents.

Boards: 


  1. DIY Eventually ("DIY" because I am creative, "Eventually" because I am broke
    and tired)
  2. Food Porn (because I like to cook and this food is purdy - yet I have only made a few of the items and they are on my food blog)
  3. Personal Style (because, no one would believe it, but I didn't
    always dress like a poor librarian spinster)
  4. Growing the Greens (because I grow a garden every year now - thinking every spring I might eat healthy)     StOp LaUgHiNg
  5. Is this as Good as it Gets? (I just did it without a clue)
  6. Just for Kicks (because as far as social
    acceptability goes - these pins aren't acceptable)
  7. A Good Book has No Ending (I have not read that many "Non-Textbooks" in my life - but I do want to share)
  8. Shooting From the Hip (a passion I can no  
    longer afford - and could not find ammo if I did)
  9. A Good Movie is Hard to Find (because they are and I want to share my OPINION)
  10. When Music is Your Only Friend (because sometimes there is that song that was created just for you)
  11. To Accomplish Great Things (a board of
      things I want to do and places I want to go)
  12. A Journey of a Thousand Miles (a little 'not my photos' photo essay of a lot of my travels)
  13. Some of my Favorite Things (duh?)
  14. Wow Factor (pins of things I just looked at and said "wow")
  15. It Ain't Just for Martha Stewart Anymore (that Martha woman was not the first to come up with helpful hints - she was just successful at marketing herself)
  16. We Need to Talk About This (just things I read and said - "Ain't that right...")
    Gaspard Duiffopruggar
  17. Instruments of My Destruction (I will never
    be able to completely understand that one either)

The day I hit 30 some-odd 'repins' of a pin, I felt some satisfaction - like I had
accomplished something.  Strange sensation...  Stupid as hell really. It was a pin for The Green Mile movie.  Now it is at 82 repins.  Maybe not a big thing for most "Pinners" but huge to me...  I never was "popular" you know...

Why am I writing about this?  I am not sure, I just woke up a few days ago and thought to myself "Self, I want to write about my Pinterest" - and here I am...

If you want to view my little mental world - look up Cookie Galore and have fun (or be bored - as it could go either way).

Today's finds?
A light moisturizer DIY


And less blogging....


Seriously...




Thursday, May 30, 2013

136# - 109# - 150# - What?

My weight is what...?

I am 5'9.5" tall.  Yes, I always count that half inch - at least I will until the inevitable shrinking starts. Anywho, I am tall for a gal - so they say.

I am used to being around people who are shorter than I am - and when I run into a female who is taller, I feel inadequate as a man.  Yes, I know I am not a man - just say'n...

I have always been on the lighter side - since birth anyway. The "cute in a 'why-don't-you-put-some-weight-on-those-bones-kind' of way..." as the lyrics go in the group's "Black Tape for a Blue Girl's" version of the "Knock Three Times" song.  My weight just stayed on the low end for the most part until about 10 years ago (when I was about 36 years old or so).  At that time, I embarked on a yo-yo weight odyssey.  An odyssey influenced by my mood, life stability, stress levels, activity, and 'diet' (and by diet I mean how I eat, not an actual "D-I-E-T").

At this time 2 years ago I was around 136 pounds. At this time one year ago, I was headed for my low of 109 pounds. Now, if you know anything about height/weight ratios, you will know from what I write here - that I was WAY TOO SMALL for my height. By February of this year, I hit my ALL TIME HIGH of 150 pounds.  OK, again, if you factor in my height, that is not a 'huge' deal visually or health wise. However, as much as I suck at math, I think that is a 37% gain.  My current weight is higher than it was when I was 9 months pregnant, with my sweet sweet daughter, 25 years ago.  That is an eye-opening concept in my book.  Impressive really.... 

So, a busy life, anxiety, stress, and depression - partially brought on by drama and major life changing events -rendered me unable to eat.  A lot of folks eat eat eat when they are stressed.  I just simply - stop.  I can drop 30 pounds in under 2 weeks.  Is this healthy?  HELL NO...

Oh no, can I say "HELL" on television?

I have had a love hate relationship with food for years, as I had, for many years of my life, not cared for most food enough to do anything but eat as necessity, not for the joy of it.

As time has gone on, and I started taking 'happy pills', I managed to start eating.

This opened the flood gates. Eat, Eat, Eat...

My "I'm full" button is broken.  I am eating anything that can't outrun me.  This, in and of itself, would not be so bad except I have added drinking at least 1 McDonald's Chocolate Chip Frappe' a day, adding a whopping 700+ calories to my daily intake. Then consider the Starbucks' Venti Iced Caramel Macchiato with whole milk and whip at over 500 calories as a nearly daily treat......  Oh, and the fact I can eat 8 Reese Cups in one sitting....  

Oh yes, why am I gaining weight?  Duh..................................

I will eat until I stop. It will all even out.  

I think that is enough on this subject.  I have Mayfield's Snow Cream Frozen Dessert in the freezer and heavy whipping cream to pour over the top....

This is soooooo NOT a "How to be Fit" post...

Blech 
I am NOT weighing myself anylonger


Tuesday, May 28, 2013

I Am What I Am, & That's All That I Am

"I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not.
~Kurt Cobain

So I was having a conversation with a friend the other day, and she said something that struck me sideways. Not in an ugly way, just caused me to think.

She said she tried to blog but would rather post pictures of her completed projects than talk about herself.

I thought to myself, "uh-oh, do people give a rat's arse what I write about?  Especially if it is just about me?"

Then I realized, what do I know better - than myself?  

Not much...

I have lived a life. My own life. No one else has walked in my shoes and I have not walked in anyone else's.  

Some folks might get joy, entertainment, laughter, or comfort when reading something I put to "paper".  Shoot, they might only get to say "really?", "she is a nut",  "oh no she didn't......", or "what an idiot...".
It could be that nothing other than my working through uncertainties comes from my writing.  Maybe, it will do nothing more than than serve as my memory when my brain fails me...

With all that being said, writing down events, thoughts, experiences, and what have you - may just save me in some way.  And maybe someone out in the world will stumble upon my rantings and ramblings and go along for that sometimes not so fun ride.

I guess that is a fancy way of saying, while some folks create wonderful projects and artwork to express themselves and to be enjoyed, I write for me and hope someone out there gets enjoyment, help, therapy, or etc. as well...

Thanks ATE, you made me think and I appreciate it!
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